Loss makes us reevaluate what we hold dear, I used to say that most of the times. Sometimes I wish I can cry the tears out when I'm down just so I don't end up nurturing all that pain inside of me.
I'm worried that there might be a come back to it, I just hope I can take the hit when that happens.
So many heart breaks all around. Hardly these days would you laugh on something good that happened, it's all tradegy even when you seem to care less but somehow, the darkness & evil that we despise the most is what we see, hear & most times speak.
God forgive me but I hope He listens when I say I'm kinda confused as to why we are here.
● Why do we really live?
● Are we just pawns on the chess board?
Is this some kinda game & if so be it then who's calling the shots?
● What's the purpose to this life?
● Do we live just so we can die someday or do we die just so others can live?
● All that hustle, the pain in the struggle, the agony of loosing the ones you love, all that money locked up in a safe deposit box, the cars, the houses & the list I forgot to mention.
When you gone, you worry not about them things because then it won't matter no more. You see life has thought me so many things, one which stands out of them all is the fact that your level of success in this life has nothing to do with how long you going to live because everyone gets to die someday but not everyone gets to live.
It hurts still to see a young blood buried. People who got real good in them cease to exist just so the wicked can live. Is that how the system is designed now or has it been like that since time? Watch your bright future turn blurry even before you step into it. I dunno what's worse, is it the pain of loosing people we care about or the fear that you don't know who's turn it might be next. A higher power controls the universe & yet people somehow find a way to call the shots on others like this is some jungle where only the strong survives. I wonder who's on to top of the food chain & who the preys are which implies that it's a sin to be weak.
God if you are really watching all these, I hope you got plans for the wicked before we all wind up dead.
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